some days…

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nothing… you find that everything is clipping along… some days it just doesn’t. I had one of the latter variety yesterday. Nothing was moving. It was like being stuck on a small rudderless sailboat with nary a wisp of air on a glassy ocean. The thing that made it frustrating is that I knew that I was the problem. The mind was just not engaging as if a inordinate amount of rust had accumulated overnight bringing everything to a standstill.

Oh, I had a list… at least a mental one. I even knew what it said. However, nothing was engaging and the result was there was no motion at all. Usually it is easily shaken off by the self instruction, “Get off your ass and just do it!” Nothing. Finally I just gave in and allowed it to happen… or at least in this case… not happen. Fighting it would have just raised the frustration level.

So, the bottom line is… I got little or nothing done yesterday. I just sat and stewed with a case of the “anseys” building inside.

Ah well… today is a different day. It is also a cooler one weather-wise. So, on with the task at hand.